I've been getting really serious about my weight lately & trying very hard to start thinking about food in new ways, so that I can break the addiction & my cycle of dieting and gaining weight. I'm learning to listen to my body & what it feels like when I'm full and how to take my time and enjoy each bite I take, instead of wolfing everything down in a big hurry.
I remember when I was in my 20s and was skinny and cute, my favorite pajamas were babydolls, not sweats & a giant tee. I spent more time now trying to hide my fat than I do making myself look good. I want to look and feel good again. I'm tired of hating myself & what I look like!!